Monday, December 3, 2007

Final Theory Test - FAIL

the title explains everything.... basically it'll also explain how i feel currently. well, if you dont know, i feel like shit now. yes, i just failed my FTT. i dont know why but... i just failed. i felt that i did rather decently for the test but seems like it just wasnt enough. well... maybe the only thing that could console me right now, is the fact that i wasnt the only one that failed in that room as i noticed many of them were booking for their next FTT. hence it only means one thing. they suffered the same fate as me.

well.... i guess the most dreaded part is that my next FTT would be on Febuary 19 2008. its like so freaking far away from today. now i guess everything is pushed back. i kinda wonder when i'll get my license. or maybe.... will i ever complete this whole phase. i kinda feel like giving up. the lack of money, the lack of support, the time constraints.... and i really need to finish this before i enter NS. it sucks when everything just dont seem to be going well for you.

and i kinda have the feeling that i lost a lil of my driving touch. it seems like i have trouble recalling whatever i've learnt. well, this is what happens when you've got no money to carry on the lessons and hence that long break.

haiz.... i'm so freaking upset right now. aarggh!! i feel like screaming. HOW CAN I FAIL!!

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