Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy New Year!! Have a blessed 2008

Hey hey!!



how's everyone?



well.... the time now is 8.14pm. Just a few more hours to 2008. and here i'am at work typing this entry.



first of all... hope everyone is enjoying the last day of 2007. well... i guess another year has passed and another is approaching. hopefully all of you have made your new year resolution or atleast have plans for the wonderful 2008. people... take note... you're not getting older... so, cherish the ones around you and enjoy life. you'll never know when your time is up.

anyway.... i hope my 2008 will be better than this year. actually.... i guess there's alot to look forward to in 2008. first... graduation. finally i'll complete my poly studies. it seems just not long ago i stepped into ngee ann poly. and now... its about time i leave. next.... i guess i'm looking forward to national service. 2 years of service to the nation. i hope that goes well too. other than that i guess the one last thing i'm asking for in 2008 would be a blissful relationship with my baby girl. may we enjoy each others company for many many years to come. a message to her: "dear, i believe in every relationship we will have many obstacles to face and conquer. i hope you'll stay by my side all the way to face these challenges for 2008. we'll take each day at a time... and i'll promise to give you my best. remember the promises i've made to you.... i'll never break that promise. hope 2008 will be great year for you. no matter what.... i'll always be here to support you. I LOVE YOU."

anwyay.... talking about my dear... last saturday i accompanied her to watch her sing. hehe! and it was definately a pleasant experience. i certainly enjoyed myself. plus... i manage to meet the folks! haha! i was definately scared/nervous.... but.... it turned out well. daddy was friendly to me. we had a good chat with each other thru the day. and then mummy was nice too. they treated me so well. i just feel so comfortable with them. and i kinda feel so accepted. and then.... the bbq was nice... i got to spend time with fidah's family. i guess i certainly liked the feeling. overall... its was an excellant day. thanks dear!!


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

8:07 PM

Friday, December 28, 2007

2007 Ritz Communications Dept. Christmas Party

Hey hey!!

12:06 AM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Season Greetings!!

(Wicked Aura Batucada in action)

11:28 AM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

21/12/2007 - Sweet Beginning 22/12/2007 - Most unluckiest day

(F-5 landing close up shot)

moving on...

lets talk about the lighter side of life... well, i caught Alvin & The Chipmunks lately and i really have to say its a damn cute movie. haha! i bet many ppl find Theodore adorable. and i guess i'm one of them.

hmmmm.... something else about the movie that i like was..... the person i actually watched it with. well.... it was definately a very nice experience. but there were awkward moments considering it was our first 'date'. haha!

well, first dates are usually followed up with another then another and another... so well, thats how the next story that i'm gonna talk about began.

we were strangers from the beginning... then colleagues... then friends... it then evolved with just a simple innocent sms. as nights went by, the two got closer. sharing with each other their thoughts and experiences. then... laughters and smiles. the two grew closer as time passed... hence, from an innocent friendship... love blossomed. feelings poured onto the petals of flowers. and soon... spring came.

now... 21/12/2007 a new chapter in their lives has started. how it ends.... it'll be a mystery for now. hopefully... a fairy tale that never ends.

okay... next... i guess it just some random stuff....

(GIRL GIRL... I kinda miss her. Have not been spending time with her for very long time)

(Present for _______ due for collection.)

(Me with AUNTY DIYANAH at Ritz Comms Dept)

oh ya! and finally... now to that unfortunate event that happened ard an hour ago. well..... i dunno why but i feel so cursed. first... i missed the last bus to tampines from yishun by about 10 mins. okay... thats alright... so i was hopping for a last train to atleast cityhall. but... unfortunately only to AMK. then... guess what... i kinda thought i had no cash on me. well, basically... i thought i was stranded. but.... i remember.. its officially a saturday. and my Ritz pay is in. so... i went to the nearest ATM to check. and when i realised i had cash, i decided to take a cab. which was ofcoz not the best choice considering the price hike and all...... by the end of the journey, it cost me a total of $24.30. great huh... well.... okay... i was very much upset over that big hole in my pocket. to make things worst.... when i was almost reaching my door step, i realised i was not holding on to my mp3. and yes... i panicked! i tried recalling.... but all i could recall was that i placed it on my lap while sitting in the cab. so... most likely... i dropped it in the cab without realising it. so..... there goes my 22 December 2007. i lost my beloved MP3 player. 300++ gone just like that. now... all i can do is hope that the cabby is nice enough to return it to me. *BIG SIGH*

hmmmmm.... to end things off.. i'll like to thank my baby girl for trying to cheer me up, offering her help and all. i really appreciate it. i feel your genuine care and concern . thank you. but what's more important is that you get well soon ok? do take your medicine and drink lots and lots of water. dont worry about me... i'll be alright as long as i know you're by my side. you're more precious then anything else. =)

1:43 AM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

suddenly i feel that my whole day is ruined...
i'm beginning to crawl back into that dark hole...
squirming in the corner...
drowning in my sea of emotions...

sometimes its better to be ignorant...
like they say...
ignorant is bliss...

to know only means...
to understand...

somehow i wish my whole world was block...
somehow i wish the mind can actually work like a computer...
where it can choose to delete or maybe even 'reboot'
i just wanna start afresh

11:57 AM

Monday, December 17, 2007

Awesome people who are single for no apparent reason

They are people who are past the point of "what's wrong with me?", and have moved on to "what's wrong with everyone else?".

They are the people who would make great boyfriends and girlfriends, but for some reason or another, can't seem to get anyone else to realise it.

They don't choose to be single. Its just for some reason that is only known by God, they are.

9:43 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Post Performance Review

12:26 AM

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Baracuda Batucada

1:20 AM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Can't help but wait - Trey Songz

i'm suppose to be studying right now for my test tmr but.... what the heck. i need to rest right. so... yeah... i was just stoning on my bed. and suddenly this song was played. i just stopped everything and listened to the lyrics. and i realised its a nice song. hmmm.... maybe aft my interim report and etc. i'll start writing a song. i wonder whats gonna be my inspiration this time.

10:26 PM

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

The lighter side of life...

Alright... enough of the EMO side of me.

lets do a 'happier' post
actually... more of a picture/video sharing session


so.... here it is:

8:17 PM

First malay post

Semuanya terjadi dengan sekelip mata
Kini semuanya berubah
Dulu kita berkasih
Kini teman sahaja
Ku kan selalu disisimu
Mengertilah...
Dalam beribu hanya kau satu

Sememangnya diri ini hanya bermimpi
Dirimu takkan pernah aku miliki
Walau hatiku selalu mamanggil nama mu
Namun ku hanya mampu menatap wajah mu

Terbayang wajahmu dalam tidurku
Renungan mata tak dapat ku lupa

Bukan maksudku membuat kau terkeliru
Harap kau mengerti hati ku ini

Walau hidupku sebuah tanda tanya
Biarpun tak mampu ku bertahan
Takkan ku akui kalah
Itulah janjiku padamu

7:59 PM

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

I love you enough to fight for you,
Compromise for you,
And sacrifice myself for you if need be

Enough to miss you incredibly when we’re apart,
No matter what length of time it’s for
And regardless of the distance

But now this heart that loved you is hurt,
When all it needed was tenderness
And you had to push it away

I love you
Those are the words I never got to tell you

11:24 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007

The rise of the flu bug

Aargh!! I'm sick!!
just like that....

the flu bugs must be really sneaky. bastards!!!

damn! my nose is killing me. and thanks alot mother nature for the super COLD weather.

well.... i think i really need my rest now.
=(

great start for the week indeed.

4:32 PM

7 days a week

okay... today is a new week.

a new start i hope.



last week was a mess. well.... I WAS IN A MESS.





anyway.... last week was practically a long long week for me. a week full of challenges. ups and downs.... mostly downs. and a week full of sadness and sleepless nights. but well..... tough luck for me. i guess thats life right??



hmmmm.... well, monday to friday as usually work. and on friday... the usual chill out session with my classamates. on friday.... i was actually contemplating. friends or ............. well, i dunno if i had made the smartest choice but i guess i should not regret now. its been done.... history has been created and can never be changed. so.... no point brooding over it. i can only ask myself now.... the big qns.... WHAT IF??



So.... the friday session was spent around Orchard. some of the guys did a lil shopping. and damn... i was tempted. but... i knew i had to stick to the promise i had made. i had to really fight the temptation. zara.... pull and bear... queens couture... GAP... NUM... and all i could do was just look, touch, tried but.... not buy. i saw this nice cardigan at zara... and guess how much it cost... an awesome $59.90. i was like.... wow!! i must have it. remember i mention about the FCUK cardigan i once saw? well.... it cost about a hundred plus. so... if i were to get the zara cardigan i'll save like about half. it was definately a good deal. but then again... the reason i didnt get it was.... it was kinda small. everything was alright but if only they half a size bigger. well... maybe its a good thing too. i can save. but then again, i still have my sights on that FCUK cardigan. i hope its still on the shelfs. SANTA.... I'VE BEEN GOOD THIS YEAR RIGHT? lol!



well... so yeah... we walked around while i could only feast my eyes on the manikins. then... had a drink at coffee bean borders. chill out... had 'manly' talk... and discussed about the next day's plan.



basically.... me, eugene, wei jie, jason, siva and kaijin we planning to attend The Arena's Lifestyle Bash. so... yeah... on saturday right after work at 11pm i had to rush down to Clarke Quay to meet up with them. well.... considering on that night there are other events such as Zouk Out at Siloso, Milkshake at MOS... I kinda expected The Arena to be less crowded. Well, as i was walking thru Clarke Quay, i could already feel the adrenaline rush. And when i reached the doors of the arena, it was happening! haha! and i was very much ready to party the night away. so... yeah... it was my first time at the arena and i can say its a nice place. MUCH MUCH BETTER THEN ZOUK. haha! the entry fee was $16 for that night. cheap cheap!! but the only downside was the music. well... actually its not that bad. they have a mix of everything there. and its definately something new which i dont mind. too much of R&B/Hip Hop sometimes is a bore. oh ya... plus.... its a club definately not for kids. and i like it. you'll see more of caucasians, ADULTS... basically... no MATS or BENGS. (which totally disgust me). its definately happening there. and i'm definately looking forward to my next visit. oh.... and did i mention i lost my ticket like about IMMEDIATELY after stepping thru the door. haha! i just couldnt find it... and damn... its a waste cause i lost a free drink. anyway... that night... i just couldnt bother to control my wallet. i just dunno why... perhaps cause i just wanna let out the stress. so... yeah.... i just let my card do the talking. 2 bourbons 1 bottle of beer... and i was very tempted to get more but... i remembered i was working the next morning at 9. oh... and i nearly bought a girl a drink... but.. well, i guess i was just too coward.



anyway... the night ended about 3 plus. i really wanted to party longer but well, i had to think of work. so... cab back to the east with jason and we had a talk. basically... 2 heartbroken guys sharing their views on girls. i bet the cab driver uncle was eavesdropping on our convo. lol! well.... watever said in the cab did have its truth.. although we were a lil tipsy.



so... sunday was spent at ritz from 9-6. and man was i shagged. i was dozing off once in a while at my desk. and trust me... red bull was not enough.



after work, my day was still not over. had a movie session planned with fiya and nur. i just didnt want to go home. home = lonely = sad = emo. so... aft work we rushed for a movie session at 7. caught enchantered. not bad movie... esp for those in the love zone. and somehow.... it did gave me some pointers of love. Love takes more then a day or two of happiness.... It takes two souls to live together in happiness forever and ever. And deep inside... somehow... i was touched. well... if you're looking for a laid back movie with cute characters... Enchantered is a movie to watch. I'll give it 3 out of 5 stars. Catch it and you'll learn a thing or two about love... True love.





and finally... tdy... i started my day off with a can of red bull AGAIN. i think that tells you all how tired i'am rite? haha! i was so close to taking MC tdy. but... i shall be a good worker and go to work. remember the previous post... i shall bury myself with work.



well... i hope it all goes smoothly this week. and i think i need to catch some rest. there wont be baracuda prac. so that means no going to sch untill friday. friday.... there's a test. shall not forget that. can someone remind me CONSTANTLY to study? well.... i guess it'll be straight home after work for this week. hmmmmm... maybe i'll do some jogging to let out steam other then the weekly gyming session with J-Dogg (Jason).



okay.... i guess i'll end here.



ps. Hello shaz!! *waves* i'm chatting with u right now as i type this

11:04 AM

Saturday, December 8, 2007

4:45 AM

Losing my mind

Time now... 3.42am. 8 December 2007.

Farhan shall not sleep.
Farhan shall think happy thoughts.
Farhan shall remain calm.
Farhan shall blast music into his ears at deafening decibel range.
Farhan shall be a mature man.
Farhan shall bury himself with work.
Farhan shall carry on living life.
.
.
.
.
.
Farhan shall not shed a tear.

3:41 AM

3:25 AM

Thursday, December 6, 2007

A dedication

alright... i actually wanted to update about something for some time already. well, basically its for someone.

and yes... i'm at work now. 20 mins to lunch. yeah!!
so... i'll make it fast.


this post is dedicated to Miss Nurul Shazwani. haha!! (are u shock to see your name here?)
well, these few days somehow... UNBELIEVABLY... UNEXPECTEDLY... she's been decently nice to me. unlike her usual... IRRITATING... EVIL... SARCASTIC... self. and... i guess i kinda prefer this side of her. lol! well, who wouldnt right?

so yeah... i would like to thank her for that. at least she made me smile for ONCE. haha! alright alright... i shall not be mean. let me correct that.... made me smile more than often.

well, i hope it carries on from here. i really HOPE it does. at times she can really drive me mad. but... still... i keep my cool. so shaz.... you shld be thankful i'm so patient towards you.

remember... BE NICE TO ME ALRIGHT?

12:14 PM

Monday, December 3, 2007

alright.... this is my 2nd post of the evening.

i guess its the time of the month for me. yup... time of the month where i get a lil bit emo.


i dunno why but i just feel very disturbed. i feel very lost.

and as usual... my mind does its own pondering up there. and it always chooses to ponder upon the wrong stuff.





well, i just dont want history to repeat itself. i dont want to live in regrets. but yet again..... there are thing i dont want to do either. but i'm scared i'll end up blaming myself all over again. blaming myself of the things i did not do.

it has happened once.... not again please.



i'm hanging on... still.
pull me up.

i know there's something special....



sleepless nights here i come.

10:27 PM

Final Theory Test - FAIL

the title explains everything.... basically it'll also explain how i feel currently. well, if you dont know, i feel like shit now. yes, i just failed my FTT. i dont know why but... i just failed. i felt that i did rather decently for the test but seems like it just wasnt enough. well... maybe the only thing that could console me right now, is the fact that i wasnt the only one that failed in that room as i noticed many of them were booking for their next FTT. hence it only means one thing. they suffered the same fate as me.

well.... i guess the most dreaded part is that my next FTT would be on Febuary 19 2008. its like so freaking far away from today. now i guess everything is pushed back. i kinda wonder when i'll get my license. or maybe.... will i ever complete this whole phase. i kinda feel like giving up. the lack of money, the lack of support, the time constraints.... and i really need to finish this before i enter NS. it sucks when everything just dont seem to be going well for you.

and i kinda have the feeling that i lost a lil of my driving touch. it seems like i have trouble recalling whatever i've learnt. well, this is what happens when you've got no money to carry on the lessons and hence that long break.

haiz.... i'm so freaking upset right now. aarggh!! i feel like screaming. HOW CAN I FAIL!!

9:12 PM

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Farhan lives a life of ups and downs. Thru his eyes he sees the world from a different point of view. One day he'll conquer the world, and all the people will be his commandments. Heavy is his heart, as love never seems to be on his side. But on one faithful day, he found the love of his life. The lady whom he promises to love, cherish and care all his life. The one whom he will sacrifice himself for. The only one whom he will say... I LOVE YOU. Farhan is the boy who flies paper planes. Wishing that one day, he'll fly one that is 100 thousand times bigger that the one in his hand now. Hopefully his dreams and aspirations will come true... We'll pray for him. Till then, Farhan shall lead a normal life of a boy thru his teens. This is the story of his life.

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