Sunday, October 7, 2007

Preoccupied without you

okay.... here i'am again. well... its been a lousy weekend as usual. catched up on my sleep, surfed the net, played games, chat and etc. the same old weekend routine. and come to think about it.... i live such a boring life. well, its not my fault. there's just never ppl ard me to hang out with. busy busy busy...

well... on the brighter note. tmr's monday.... and nope... i'm not looking forward to work. but instead... after work. well.... if some of you think its baracuda prac. well.. you're wrong. i'm gonna skip baracuda prac to meet up with Siewli. its been a long time since we meet each other. i'm really looking forward to tmr. gonna have fun!

as for work... looks like i'm gonna be piled up with typing and editing and cracking of my brains. i'm supposedly throwned a 'project' to complete. well... i have to come out with a simplified manual for the technicians with reference from RSAF technical orders and manuals. and guess what... its not one, not two... but a whole stack of them. and considering how thick RSAF manuals are.... its not an easy task. seems like i'm back in school.... never ending reading, summarising. haiz... i dunno when i'll be able to complete it. but... seems like my 4.5 months left for attachment will be filled with this stupid 'project'. i miss school!!

well.... seems like my life is almost preoccupied with many stuff. hmmmm.... kinda true... but.... like the tittle says... "Preoccupied Without You". there's just this part within me that is missing. and its not the greatest feeling to be missing sumthing.

oh ya.... if any doctor or nurse or health expert happen to pass by my blog, i need help. i've been spitting out blood. i guess its got sumthing to do with my throat. it just feels sore for the past 3-4 weeks. and... so far after all the cough mixtures, water... there's just no improvement. am i dying?? well... my tongue showing signs of it.... its turing yellow. if so... i guess i have to start writing my will... not forgetting my thank you and goodbye notes.

I NEED BEER. a sudden crave for it. i guess it must be all the stress swallowing me up.

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