Saturday, February 16, 2008
A great Wednesday, Thursday & Friday!!
Alright... Here's a quick update on my latest happenings.
WEDNESDAY:
Alright... this is the day of my IAP Final Presentation. And trust me... the days leading up to this was hell. Yup yup..... i was practically rushing and stressing over it. My final report was long done however the slides were not. I manage to get all of it done by tuesday nite at National Library with baby by myside. When all was done.... i was still rather nervous. I still kinda felt uneasy cause maybe i just didnt feel confident with myself. But on Wednesday itself... at about 10.00 am, there i was in front of the group presenting. Well... for me time just seem to speed up as i was infront there. But... not till i realised i took about 25 minutes altogether. And guess what.. the time limit was 15-2o mins. hmmmm... i wonder if they will minus marks for that. well... anyway, i guess its all over now. shall not think too much about it. all that i know now is that I'VE GRADUATED! no more sch!! and ya... those last few moments together as a class was rather 'touching'. remembering all the tough times we went thru together... those late nites at the lab/library doing our projects. they were all great times. i'll surely miss them.
here are some pics:
Thursday:
Happy Valentines Day to all!! yup yup... this year was nice for me. i got to spend it with my baby girl! overall it was a nice day for the both of us. i guess the most important thing for that day was us getting to spend time together. nothing else matters.
And, i got her nice gifts...
(blue roses thanks to ANNABEL)
(heart shape cactus thanks to CHARITY)
(us together)Friday:
Well, as for friday... the both of us managed to spend quality time together. it was nice. =P
how i wish everyday could be like that.
(we love to pose for the camera)
1:17 AM
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Wondering thoughts
well, lets see...lately i've been fairly occupied by work. yup... it can be said that 83.56% of my time is spent at the office. and out of the 83.56%, 68.39% of the time i'm on shift. well, that leaves with a percentage where i'm actually there but.... not contributing. if you know what i mean. matter of fact... as i'm typing this, i'm in ritz.
ladies and gentleman....
there's a reason why all these is happening i guess. usually... i would be heading home or having my own plans when i end work at either 3 or 11. but... i guess for now.... after work i'll usually hang ard. reason because... baby girl is working. yup yup. my 'motivation' to stay in the office. and one way or another... to be honest.... my 'pulling factor' to work.
well, i guess.... to make things work... somehow one has to sacrifice, give in and etc. and yes, i'm sacrificing to make things better i guess. considering we hardly have time to go out and all... so i suppose work is the only place we can spend more time together.
i feel that it does has its pros and cons....
the good side of it will be that i get to know her better... we interact with each other. we share our thoughts and all.
but the bad side of it will be.... we somehow will tend to get into lil quarrels, she see's the 'ugly' side of me, we disagree on certain views and etc.
so... i guess.... living this relationship is like a balancing scale. there's two side to it. and i guess we need a lil bit of both.
and lately.... i mean... just last nite. i had a chat with diyanah in the office. well, somewhat like a counselling session. haha! she mentioned something that i dont quiet agree with but i somehow i feel that it is needed if i want the relationship to work out. well, to summarise everything.... she mentioned that as a guy.... i have to ALWAYS to give in. no matter what she does or watever. reason to it.... i'm the MAN in the relationship. if i dont be that pillar of support where she can lean on? if i get angry or turn my back on her... she may not feel that i'll be there for her and she'll end up not opening up to me. and definately.... thats not what i want. i want my girl to open up, share her thoughts, feeling, opnions.... only then we can know each other much much better. but then again.... when you think of it... its kinda unfair. girls always get away with it. reason given by diyanah.... is that they are weaker. and being the MAN i have to be STRONG. i'am a man. but does that mean i cant have feelings too? i cant be upset? i cant be dissapointed? i'm still human afterall right? and being me.... i have lots of emotions. haiz.... i'm in a lil dilema.... shld i change and be someone i'm not because it is for the better. or... should i be myself and hopefully my partner will learn to accept me. honestly... i wont mind changing. but it will be hard for me. but i guess.... again, the word SACRIFICE comes in.
to end it off...
"i've done everything i can to make you happy... and i promise i wont stop there. i've ventured into this journey with you... and i'll promise it'll be till the end."
i hope you'll take me for me....
and yes.... for now.... i'll try my best not to be angry with her. i'll just keep it inside. we'll see if it work this way.
ps. i'll talk about my $5000 job offer in my next post. so... stay tuned
1:16 PM
Monday, February 4, 2008
A great week has passed...
hey hey hey!!!guess who's back!
its me again!
your friendly blogger.....
well, i guess there are several reasons why i was not in action here for awhile. but.... before we go there... i would like to mention something.
I'VE UNOFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM NGEE ANN POLY!!
yup yup....
attachment just ended on last friday 1/2/2008. and i guess thats partly one of the reasons i was busy. i was practically trying to clear all outstanding work and also not forgetting my final report. by thursday i was kinda all ready to leave. but.... looking at my report, i'm scared that its not good enough. on the other hand, my supervisor reviewed and said that it was well done. hmmmm....but, reliability is one thing. i feel that my report is kinda short... its about 43 pages for now. while my other classmates have atleast 90. but then again... its about quality not quantity rite. hmmmmm.... thats what i choose to believe atleast. anyway.... fast forwarding to what happened on friday... when the clock was almost striking 12 noon. i did feel a lil sense of sadnesss to leave the company. believe it or not.... haha! ya... i know i feel that the company is not my no. 1 choice but however.... the people that i've met there are great in one way or another. yes... i do get all the shit work, boring days in the office and all.... but come to think of it... without the company i would not have learned all the knowledge from Indeco. honestly, i feel that it was a very pleasant experience there. my upmost gratitude to all the staff and people at Indeco whom have made a difference somehow.
hmmmm... well, attachment may be over but... apparently NGEE ANN loves torturing their students. so... they decided to lengthen our stay by making the FINAL PRESENTATION on 13 feb 2008. haiz.... i dunno if its a good thing or not. but anyway, on a positive note, it gives me time to prepare my slides. cause... on 13 feb, it'll be judgement day. i hope all goes well... i need my A. wish me luck!!
well, on friday itself. the class planned a chalet. finally... the long long plan was a success. its was great spending time with them. i guess.... its one of the last few times. before all of us split and go our different ways. maybe.... at most we'll see each other around Tekong. haha! wish you guys all the best in your future endeavours! oh ya!! and baby came over for awhile to peel prawns for us. lol!! oh.. and they said she's a nice girl. well, she definately is. NICE in many ways... hehe! anyway, how i wish you could have stayed longer dear. but i guess sacrifices has to be done.
anyway... since we're on the topic of my baby girl. i guess... i have to mention that the final contributing factor to my great week has to be her. i guess for me, last week was one of the best weeks that we've had since we've gottten together.
i don't know why but.... i just feel so happy and love whenever you're by my side. i guess you've got some special powers. plus... it not all about the emotional aspect of a relationshop... there's the intellectual side too. like what you said on your blog... i guess last week, we really connected. we both got to know each other much better, learn to understand each other better and etc. i guess the secret to this is communication. something that i have always believe in.
yes... there were down times here and there, but i guess it has made us stronger and closer now. baby... i just wanna tell you that i cherish you. and i feel that there's no one i rather be with now other than you.
reading your blog entry.... it really melts my heart to know you feel that way.
yes.... i feel the same way too...
everything i do... everything i say...
it all comes from the heart.
trust me...
baby... i promise we'll go thru the good times and the bad together. i'll promise to be your support.
your work, your family, your studies and etc. .... i'll promise i'll be behide you all the way. thats what i'm here for afterall.
finally... i'll just like to say thank you to you again for making my week great. and sharing with me wonderful experiences. i bet there'll be more to come. till then.... *muack* I LOVE YOU
ps. 29/1/2008.... i'll never forget that day.
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