Monday, October 29, 2007

Questions left unanswered

at times it tears my heart just thinking about it. you make my mind wonder in a world of its own, as it ponders to upon your answers to my questions. i guess i just cant phrase those words inside my mind into a question. or maybe... perhaps... its just not meant for me to know. some things are better left unanswered as some of you might say.

hmmmm.... but... on the other hand... its slowly eating me deep inside. killing me... i need answers. there's a million possibilities but... only one answer to it. so.... am i suppose to think of all the million possibilities before i can know the truth? if that is so...... such cruelty it is.

but on the other hand... can i handle the truth? will the truth be pleasant? or will it be something i can never except. thinking about it simply scares me. that picture i have in my mind.... i wouldnt know if i can ever walk away and erase it forever. once the truth is untold.... things may never be the same. but..... would it??

well.... i have no answers. only you hold them all.

i wouldnt know how i'll handle it....

is there such thing in this world as a fairy tale??? i doubt....

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