Saturday, November 17, 2007

Hanz Code: 9 13'9'19'19 25'15'21

haha!! try to decipher that code...





well.... if you did then... good for you. smart boy/girl. i dont think its that hard right. well. if u had succesfully figure it out, i'm sure this post will be much clearer to you.

anyway... let me start off with just saying that this week is tough for me. well, as some of you guys know.... financially, i've not been very stable for this week. next.... physically, i'm alil worn out. and mentally, i've been very disturbed. hmmmm... and the best part is.... i dunno how to explain why i'm feeling this way. everything just seems so wrong for me.

perhaps its because i'm always seeing things on a negative point of view. but then again... i cant help it. will someone help me??



anyway... moving on. tdy while i was on the way home from a performance at clarke quay, the trip on the train was made kinda 'entertaining' to a certain extent. when i boarded the packed train at cityhall, the first thing that kinda caught my eye was this couple at the opposite door. well.... actually, to be honest, the girl caught my eye first. but then again.... i was only attracted cause i was wondering if she was chinese of malay. apparently, she was with a malay guy. and i was 85 percent sure that she's chinese. and well... that made me paid so much attention to that couple.

basically.... to cut the long story short.... the girl seems very happy with that guy. and they look very sweet together. but but but.... the funny thing is... they are abit... too in love. as in..... u know... the public show of affection thingy. well.... i'm not saying its wrong or anything but sometimes, abit too much of everything is just not good. well... for the eyes of the public atleast. and especially to the eyes of a lonely man like me. its like.... every 3 stations they'll be giving each other pecks on the lips. and then... u know.. all the things couples do. and somehow.... as i was noticing the girl's facial expression.... she was kinda enjoying all the 'loving' that was received. hmmmmm...... well, the whole 'show' was very interesting to watch. but then again... depressing too.

the girl somehow reminded me of annabel. the hair, the body, the way she dressed and the smile on her face.... even the way she walked kinda looked similar. but then again... there can only be one annabel. so... well, nothing can compare.

alright... i guess thats about it for now....

anyway... bad news, my baby cuica is 'injured'. first the skin had a lil tore and then tdy while perfomance and after swithcing skins, the stick broke. how wonderful is that... considering performance at plaza singapura is around the corner. haiz... i really hope they have stock in singapore. even if they dont i hope they can bring it over in 2 weeks time.

tmr driving in the morning!!! yay! excited! i'm improving... hardly no more stalls, no mounting of kerb, smooth acceleration, nice braking.... hmmmm... keep it up!! hopefully i'll be driving on the roads tmr.

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