Tuesday, November 13, 2007

I owe Singtel!!

alright alright.... from the title itself i believe its self explanatory. i owe singtel cause i have yet to pay my outstanding bills. and guess what..... they cut my line without any advance warning. this morning when i really needed the phone to make an important call, i just cant seem to. well.. i thought i had a problem with my phone at first but.... well, guess singtel just got pissed with me for owing them money. so.... i kinda suffered for the whole day. it feels that i'm totally disconnected from the world. and the feeling really sucks. but... however, somehow i'm still able to receive calls and smses. so... atleast its not that bad.

hmmmm... i believe tmr will be a much more worse partly because today i spent my whole day in sembawang air base. hence, it equals to me not having my phone around because of declaration. tmr, it'll be a busy busy day with performance at school in the morning and then back to work after lunch. i bet i'll have a hard time contacting people.

so... i guess till i'm able to pay my bills. i'll be practically be cutted off from the mobile world for some time. so... yeah... i guess i'm gonna suffer for the next few weeks.

hence.... after doing some reflecting. i realised... partly its my fault. the thought of saving suddenly really hit me hard. it kinda woke me up. i really have to cherish my money more. first of all.... i dont get alot of it. next... money isnt easy to get. somehow.... i just told myself. "Farhan, you've got to start saving and not be such a spendthrift." which is very true in life. saving is important. maybe not only to pay my bills but.... think of the future. it never hurts to have extra. better then not having any at all.... leaving me in the situation i'm currently in. so... hence, from today onwards. i've decided to put aside money every single day for saving. and as for next month's pay.... i'll try to put aside $50 minimum for saving. people... you'll all be my witness. this is a 'contract'. i guess certain things on my wishlist i have to sacrifice. i'll have to think of the needs before my wants. so.... bubbye to my FCUK cardigan. =(

anyway... moving on. i was watching the drama on channel 8 at 9. i kind of stumbled upon it. and as i was watching, something struck me and made me ponder on it "Cherish yourself before you can cherish others." do you think you agree with that statement?? well... its kinda hard to answer that. to a certain extent its true but then again... its questionable. it actually depends on who that "others" is. for me.... if that "others" is someone special... then... i guess i'll put her before myself. cause... partly maybe there's nothing much more important to me then her. for other people out there, it can be diff for them. hmmmm... and the show ended in a very sweet way. i wish i could sing and serenade the one i love.

alright.... i guess thats about it for now. maybe i'll blog more often cause i guess here's my only way of communication to the rest of the world. people... give me a call... i'm lonely!!

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