Thursday, January 24, 2008

Does anyone care??

well.... the answer to the above qns is NO. yup... atleast thats what i think. hmmmmm.... wondering why i say that?

before i go into that, i have to mention that my leg condition is not getting any better. tdy it just seems to get worse. I'm actually feeling that difficulty to walk yet again. that old familiar feeling... the time when i had to suffer on crutches. and yes, moving around is difficult. what more climbing up and down the stairs at work. not only that, after work at 5 i still had to head down to ritz for another session of work.

honestly, i'm damn tired. i'm sick. i'm in pain. i'm hungry. but.... DOES ANYONE CARE?

i'm upset... as i'm writing this, i'm in ritz. and my girlfriend is sitting beside me. but.. does she even bother? does she show concern? does she care? well, all i got is ATTITUDE. thanks... that's exactly what someone who is in pain needs.

i came over..... and atleast i expect a smile or a welcome. or maybe even a "how are you?"
but no. non of it.

ya, so what if my leg hurts... it doesnt matter to you rite.

do you know how worried i'am. my leg is suppose to heal by now. instead its coming back. do you know how freaking scared i'am.

imagine the cost i have to bare just for the check ups alone.
no.... my parents arent helping. and so arent you by doing this.



i feel like shit now....
and all i need was a lil bit LOVE from you

8:44 PM