Saturday, September 20, 2008

2nd chapter of NS life is about to begin

Your Posting Order is listed below:

1.You are posted to SAF MP TS.
2.Your vocation is MILITARY POLICEMAN.
3. Your are to report to: Mowbray Camp, Guard Rm, 10 Mowbray Road (off Choa Chu Kang ay), Singapore 688255.

Reporting Date/Time: 22/09/2008 at 0800 hrs.


The above was what greeted me at about 10.30am on the 19th. It was my posting day and part of me was excited about it and the other was anxious.

Somehow i'm having mixed feelings about my posting. I'm not sure if i shld be happy or sad.

Before the posting day i did have a list of my dream postings.
1) Sispec
2) RSAF
3) Artillery
4) Armour
5) Military Police

Sispec would be nice. I was so determine to prove myself there. But i guess SAF has other plans for me. I guess the main thing that really failed me was my physical.

And as i compare my postings with my poly mates. I realised i'm so far off from them. Most of them are in OCS & SISPEC. Somehow i'm sad cause as i hear them speak about it, how i wish i can be part of the conversations. I'm surrounded by future Sir's, Commandos, Sargents, Pilots.... and here i'am a MP. It can be depressing to a certain extent. Its just a male thingy i guess. I feel lousy. But then.... i do have to applaude my friends and support them. They do have wat it takes and they have worked hard for it. I guess.... i'm just not good enough. To comfort myself.... i can say. I 've lost to the best.

On the brighter side. I guess MP is not that bad. I'll still do my best there. And prove myself worthy. I'll work hard. Its not for anyone else but myself. I guess every postings has its benefits. Everybody is diff and everyone is usefull somewhere. I just happen to be a Military Policeman.

I'll do it with PRIDE, DISCIPLINE & HONOUR!




Monday will be a brand new day. I'll be looking forward to it.
Wish me luck!

4:43 PM