Friday, June 11, 2010

Take care. I hope to see you soon.

today just wasnt a good day.

well, i thought it would be. my plans was just to make you happy. same like any other day.
you would be on the top priority list.

but.... i'm just sad that the day had to end on a very sour note instead. never was it my intentions. never was it on my mind. and never would i wanna make u angry or sad.

all i wanted to do as talk. and make things better for 'us'.

you took my words bluntly as it was. and i guess it stabbed you.

i said i'm sorry. maybe to you.... sorry, an hour later just isnt good enough anymore. but i truly meant it from my heart and i seek for your forgiveness.

the reason why i'm always saying sorry is because, i really dont wanna fight. i'm sick of it too.
i just wanna make u happy and be happy together.

i know maybe i was wrong. but.... like i said. i hope u understand me and my situation.

my love for u is like running a marathon. maybe... now and then i'll stumble. or now and then, i'll stop and slow down. but i will always reach the finish line and complete it.

the reason why i said... "We're meant to be together. If only we met at the right time."
is because.... i somehow feel that... if only i had met you later on in my life... maybe we wont go through so much pain and hardship. maybe we would end up happier. based on the circumstances we'll be in. maybe even get married by 3 yrs unlike now.


marriage... if only we could do it right now.
but we both know its just not possible.
not yet atleast.
if i could... i would...

you'll be leaving for malaysia in a few more hours.
i'll miss you. without a doubt.
i'm glad i got the chance to see u.
i'm sorry i was a dissapointment.
but i just cant wait for u to come back.

i want to make it up to u.
whatever way i can.

this may sound cliche or corny....
but i really wanna say this to u.

i dont wanna fight no more
i forgot what we were fighting for
and this loneliness that's in my heart
wont let me be apart from you


I love you so much.
It'll only be you and only you.

12:09 AM